Interview with Sue and Amanda creators of Soul Guidance oracle
Sue & Amanda created the Soul Guidance Oracle Deck to help those reading from their cards to develop self awareness and assist in their spiritual growth. Their goal is to help guide the collective on a beautiful, joyful journey.
In this 52 card deck and intuitive guide, they have integrated animals with geometric shapes, watercolors and numerology to help readers develop their intuition, consciousness, ascension and spiritual guidance.
We have had the total honour of carrying their Soul Guidance Oracle deck here at Gaia Rising! Please enjoy our interview with Sue and Amanda as we learn more about them and their oracle deck!
Gaia: Hi Sue! It is such a pleasure to be interviewing you. Thank you for providing some answers for Amanda as she is not present for the interview! Tell us a bit about yourself!
Sue: I grew up in a small town in Saskatchewan on a Ranch. Now living in Alberta. I am married, I have 2 daughters & 2 stepsons. My biggest interests are anything Spiritual as well as being in nature, surrounded by trees and the mountains. I am an Empath and Channeler. I use these gifts to help guide others and myself to co-create an authentic life.
Gaia: What inspired you to create the ‘Soul Guidance Oracle’?
Sue: I kept getting messages that I would be working with someone soon. I trusted that it will happen when the time is right. Then Amanda came over to my place one day and she said, "We should create our own deck one day, it would be so amazing." And at that moment I received the message- this was the one and it felt right. We then started researching and creating. It happened very fast and was very easy. Everything flowed easily.
Gaia: Can you tell us about the other creator on this deck, Amanda Robin?
Sue: Amanda is a good friend. She is a powerfully intuitive Medium reader and has been stepping into her gifts in bigger ways.
Gaia: What kinds of things influenced the oracle deck? I notice you have mostly animals as symbols in the deck, what is the inspiration behind?
Sue: While Amanda and I were collaborating, we talked a lot about each of our visions and she is a lover of Spirit Animals, as am I. We decided this would be our theme as well as geometric shapes for the animals as we both felt there were not many decks created with these shapes. As with any deck the numbers were a big part of our creation as well. Then what came next for us was watercolors and it just kept flowing from there.
Gaia: Sue, tell us which 3 cards resonate with you most in the deck and why?
Sue: 3 cards that influence me, that’s a tough one - I love all of them.
I love the Butterfly - I am all about new beginnings, growth and creating more.
Pink flamingo is another favorite- creating a solid foundation. I feel without creating a foundation it is hard to build something that can withstand the forces that are put upon each one of us
Bee - Community & Dedication - I love the Bee because I feel we need community- even a small one, that are loyal and a like minded tribe. For support and space for each of us to grow and share our love.
Bat - Conquer Your Fears- I feel we need to step out of our fears and step past our ego to create a life we desire. It often creates more than we could ever imagine.
The deck as a whole. I love the colors and animals of each of the Cards as they symbolize so much for the reader.
Amanda’s favorites are:
Owl - Knowing Your Inner Purpose. This is a beautiful message to go inside and truly process where we are in our journey. What is it that we aspire to be for our souls’ purpose?
Tiger - Time to Take a Journey. I love this card as it is a sign of a shift coming. The numerology is 4 on this card. Dedicated to your foundations, organization, structure and your angels are around supporting your movement.
Unicorn - Magickal Wonders Await. What’s not to love about this card? It’s believing that anything is possible. New doors opening, creation and adventure. Mystic, and endless possibilities.
Gaia: Are there other decks that you love besides your own that you would suggest to people who use oracle decks? Which ones are your favourite?
Sue: Wow this is a tough question because I do have so many decks. I am energetically connected to so many.
A few of my favorites are:
Natures Whispers by Angela Hartfield & Josephine Wale - I love the artwork and all the beautiful messages in the pictures. There are so many.
Heal Yourself - Inna Segal - I work with many people to help them see within to heal and this deck is a great guide to look within.
I am an Angel lover and Metatron is a huge guide for me- I also love the Archangel Metatron - Self Mastery Oracle by Amanda Ellis
Mystical Shaman Oracle by Alberto Villoldo, Colette Baron-Reid, Marcela Lobos
Amanda’s favorites:
Light Seers Tarot by Chris-Ann. This was the first deck of Tarot that I could easily connect with. Beautiful artwork that I could easily connect with intuitively and the meanings behind each card truly resonated with me during connection to my deck.
The Spirit Animal Oracle by Collette Baron-Reid is one of my favourite animal decks. The detailed artwork and messages on the cards bring me much joy to read with.
And along with Sue I love Natures Whispers by Angela Hartfield & Josephine Wall. The imagery and intuitive feelings I get from these cards are magical. These are definitely a go too for me.
Gaia: Tell us about more about other products or services you offer?
Sue: I am a Certified Soul Coaching Practitioner® A program created by Denise Lynn. As well as I am an Angelic Reiki Master Teacher® & Healer. I have also created many spiritual courses online. I recently have started Consciousness Rising Spiritual Academy, where I continue to add courses, meditations etc. for others to do online. To help them heal what holds them back and co-create their life with the divine, as well as to help them tap into intuition and psychic gifts.
Amanda:
Amanda is a Psychic Medium that resides in Alberta, Canada. She also teaches Psychic Development as she loves to help others grow and learn at any stage of their journey.
2) You can find more information for Sue and Amanda at: www.soulworksbysuepickering.ca
Consciousness Rising Spiritual Academy at https://sue-s-school-fd25.thinkific.com
Instagram.com/soul.works.by.sue.pickering/
Amanda:
You can catch her on Facebook and Instagram at Intuitive Awakening. She also does live readings on TikTok at Intuitive.Awakening www.intuitiveawakening.ca
Gaia: Are there any other personal spiritual practices you have? Do you mind sharing about them?
Sue: My daily spiritual practices are meditation, reading something that will help me grow, journaling and I will usually pull a few cards for a daily message for me.
Gaia: Are there any spiritual philosophies, beliefs or paths you are drawn to that you would like to learn more about?
Sue: Right now, I have been drawn to learn more about Astrology & Runes.
Gaia: How do you think you have grown as a person in the last year?
Sue: I have grown so much over the last year, especially my psychic abilities and empathic abilities. I have also pushed myself out of my comfort zone putting more info and courses online.
Gaia: What is one thing you would like to grow about yourself in 2022?
Sue: 2022 for me is about stepping more into online teaching. Helping to guide more people to heal - mostly with their shadow work. And for them to truly live authentically from their heart center. I feel our world needs more love and light.
Gaia: What would be in your shopping bag at Gaia Rising?
Sue:
Some of my favorites in your online shop are:
- Earth Warriors Journal
- Spirit of the Wheel Meditation Deck
- Animal Spirits Knowledge Cards
- Can you ever have too much of Satya Nag Champa? 😊
- I think you have Soul Path Oracle by Terra Kenzie Longacre?? It is a deck on my wish list 😊
Interview with Bree Prosser AKA November Wild
Bree Prosser AKA November Wild is a prolific artist, illustrator & photographer in Nelson B.C. She has created branding for Die Blute, Bonedarling, Oath Oracle & Nelson School of Yoga... just to name a few.
With her enchanting and distinct aesthetic, Bree creates a world of wonder. Her intuitive approach in working with her clients, helps them clearly communicate who they are in their branding.
Her water trifecta (Scorpio, Cancer & Pisces) in her natal chart, comes through clearly in her art with ethereal, whimsical & magickal aesthetic.
Gaia: Hi Bree, such a blessing to be interviewing you. Why don't you tell us a bit about yourself?
Bree: I'm originally from Saskatoon, but have called Nelson, BC home for 17 years. The things that are most memorable from my days in Saskatchewan are biking through the city, going up to our cabin and really just exploring and expressing my creativity through things like fashion and all of the fun crafty projects I always had on the go. My friends would have probably described me as free-spirited, crafty, and a bit quirky. I have a real fondness for my time there and all the people who shaped me.
I fell in love with Nelson when I came here to vend at Street Fest with my partner at the time back in the early 2000's. I didn't end up moving here until later, but I instantly knew that I loved the Kootenays. The pace of life, the connection to nature and the creative community are all things I deeply treasure here. I attended the Digital Arts Program at Selkirk College in Nelson from 2013-2015. I have been operating my freelance design, illustration & photography business, November Wild ever since then. I've worked with many wonderful businesses both locally and world-wide (thank-you Instagram), helping them to capture their business through design and photography. I love what I do and I'm so grateful to do it from the comfort of my home in this beautiful little mountain town. When I'm not working you will find me going for long walks with my husband, camping around the Kootenays, and taking photos of flowers.
Gaia: Before photography & digital media, what are some of the mediums you liked working with?
Bree: I had always considered myself a crafter having explored different mediums throughout my life like sewing, jewelry, weaving, repurposing and DIY projects, etc. I later got into acrylic and oil painting, chalk pastels and illustration. Before I went to school to study Digital Arts I was really into collaging. My portfolio for entry into the Digital Arts program was a compilation of my collages. I didn't really know what I was looking for in studying Digital Arts other than thinking my art style might translate well digitally. I had just started using Instagram at the time and was really enjoying using photo apps to merge my photography with cool visual effects. That gave me another indication that I would enjoy exploring the digital art realm, without truly understanding everything it had to offer. Before Digital Arts I was also exploring ceramics. I had spent the summer taking private pottery lessons and I actually applied to both the Ceramics and Digital Arts program as I was unsure of what direction I wanted to go. I ultimately decided on Digital Arts because the potential seemed so vast and I thought there would probably be a culmination of things that I could piece together that might make sense for me!
Gaia: Did you always intend on having a creative career path? How did you arrive here and decide that you wanted to be an artist?
Bree: I've always desired a creative career, but also had a really hard time discerning what that would be or what it might look like. I knew that I thrived when I could freely explore my creativity, but was astutely aware that I needed some sort of structure and direction alongside that or the Pisces in me would float off into the abyss. I did well in English in high school so I went the obvious route of getting my English degree and enrolling in Education to become a teacher. After my first year of Education, I volunteered at a Buddhist center for a summer in Colorado and came back with a lot of clarity that I still had some personal exploration to do. I decided to quit the Education program and moved to Nelson with my partner at the time who came here for music school.
Nelson introduced me to a lot of alternative things which I think really changed the course of my life. I started working at a local hemp shop and this really fed my interest in the natural health and wellness industry. I went on to do an Aromatherapy program online, which then led me to go to school to become a Spa Practitioner. I started working in spas doing bodywork, facials, esthetics, and reflexology, but after about 6 years in that industry, I realized that I was craving something more creative. I knew I wanted to stay in Nelson so I decided I would choose from the programs available to me here, which led me to the Digital Arts program. I had no intention of becoming a graphic designer going into that program. By my second year, I was intrigued at the thought of having a product line comprised of art prints, stationary, and fun accessories. After I had completed the program, several people I had met through the spa industry started reaching out for design and photography services. It is here that my past interests and new skill set started to merge. I was getting opportunities to creatively be of service to people in industries that I was personally passionate about. I am just now circling back to my initial interest of having a product line and am currently integrating that into my business.
Gaia: Do you have creative projects that you have going just for fun? Are you experimenting with any new styles of art or mediums, or anything that is outside of what you do for work?
Bree: As I mentioned, I'm currently working on a product line. I've wanted to add another layer to my business for a while now and it took a couple years of exploring different ideas to get clarity on what felt the most aligned. I knew I wanted to create something magical that inspired and supported intentional living. My products won't be released until later this year, but it's nice to feel such stability in the current structure of my business that I can now envision adding in this extra layer.
Luna Moth taken by November Wild
Gaia: Your work always has a very distinct look. Has this been a natural process in developing your art or is this something that you intentionally created?
Bree: I'd say both are true. It's been the culmination of the right people finding me based on certain industries I've circulated in throughout my life and also being super selective with the work I take on. Intuition plays a big part in my creative process and I discovered early on that if I don't feel some personal connection or appreciation for a project then that intuition becomes much harder to access. A personal motto of mine is “The work you do dictates the work you get” and this has really helped guide me as I consider what I want to attract in my career.
Gaia: What are a few of your favourite photographs that you have taken? What do you like about them?
Bree: It's hard for me to pick favourites as each shoot holds its own specific magic and memory for me. I always love my shoots for Communion Botanicals and Bone Darling as they are two of my best friends and will forever be muses of mine. Even though the thread of my aesthetic is apparent in all of my shoots, I really love trying on different moods and colour palettes depending on the business that I'm working with.
I recently photographed a collection of candles I illustrated for Ritualcravt. I put a lot of thought into creating each photo as though each were a spell of its own. I carefully curated 13 different scenes reflective of the intention of each candle. It's really special when I get to photograph products I've done the design and illustration work for.
Lastly, I will say a couple favourite photos I've taken are of my friends beautiful white snake Moonflower and a series of photos I took of a Luna Moth. I really cherish the opportunity to capture magical creatures that you wouldn't typically see in your everyday environment.
Alyssa of Bonedarling taken by November Wild
Gaia: What is your inspiration for your photography and your digital media illustration and branding?
Bree: I find a lot of inspiration in nature, the cosmos and the metaphysical realm. More specifically I'm inspired by folklore, witchcraft, divination, astrology, plant medicine, the spirit realm, seasonal magic and so much more. I also love being prompted by the ideas and projects of my clients. I love the challenge of piecing together the direction they give me with my own intuition and seeing what's conjured as a result.
Gaia: You have created branding for Bonedarling, Nelson School of Yoga, Communion Botanicals, Althaea Herbals, Die Blute, Oath Oracle& Essence of Ash.. just to name a few. There seems to be a strong theme in the people you work with, in the sense of their offerings… body, mind, spirit, artists, magic... Did you anticipate that you would be filling such a niche?
Bree: I knew the only way I could enjoy being a designer was to collaborate with those who were working in the realms I felt some sort of connection to. I didn't anticipate, however, that niche happening and growing so effortlessly for me. Instagram really launched me further into that niche and connected me with like-minded people from all over the world. My work for others is truly a reflection of the things I personally value and appreciate. I feel truly lucky to help represent so many businesses I deeply respect and admire.
Gaia: Are there any other personal spiritual practices you have? Do you mind sharing about them?
Bree: I like to be quite loose and follow whatever inspiration finds me. I don't adhere to a strict or routine spiritual practice, but I do have certain rituals that bring me joy and help me live with intention. I write out my intentions for most new and full moons. I sometimes turn to tarot if I need some guidance in my life or I'll have my dear friend Alyssa of Bone Darling do a tarot reading for me. Having an altar space is probably my favourite ritual to tend to. I love curating an altar with meaningful objects that reflect my life and the season at the time. I'm enchanted by the Wheel of the Year and love practicing rituals to honour each season. I'm an avid walker and find it to be one of my most therapeutic practices. It pulls me out of my head and into the magic of the world around me. I'm most routine about my yin yoga practice as I attend classes 4-5 nights a week. It's a time where I can truly drop everything I might be carrying throughout my day and just simply be.
Gaia: What is your sun sign and do you feel you relate to it? If you know what your moon and ascendant signs are, do you feel like they reflect in your personality?
Bree: I'm a Pisces sun, Scorpio moon and Cancer rising. This all feels very true to me as I live pretty guided by my intuition. My career gives me structure, but also diversity which I've come to learn is best for me as a water sign. I've dreamt of doing so many different things in life, but my career allows me to do what I do in such a myriad of ways for so many different businesses that it keeps things really interesting for me. I definitely have that watery flowy nature which I think makes me a pretty fluid and adaptable person. I'm easily enchanted, have a playful spirit and like to meet the world with a sense of wonder. I imagine my Scorpio moon is responsible for the darker/moody aesthetic you see in my work. I'm attracted to the unknown and find mysterious things very compelling. I really think my chart greatly informs how I move through the world and how I run my business. I'm very grateful for that watery influence as I think it has gifted me a very intuitive approach to life and has ultimately led me to a life that I truly love.
Gaia: Tell us about more about the products or services you offer?
Bree: I provide Branding, Illustration, and Photography services for conscientious and magically-inclined entrepreneurs to help them communicate their business and its offerings. I also offer packaging design for clients with products. I like to help create a brand's identity from the ground up and to continually work with clients throughout the years as their businesses evolve.
Gaia: Where can we find more information about accessing your products and services?
Bree: You can view my work and see a list of my services on my website at www.novemberwild.com. I will be launching a new website at the end of the summer, but for now you can find all of my most current work through my Instagram account @novemberwild.
Gaia: What would be in your shopping bag at Gaia Rising?
Bree: I'm obsessed with your black Obsidian scrying mirrors so definitely one of those! You'd also find some seer smoke, dressed candles, black beeswax candles, Thoth tarot deck, Tarot: Mirror of the Soul book by Gerd Zeigler and some crystals of course.
Interview with Monika Smutny, Holistic Healer of Crystal Garden
Monika Smutny, or as we know her at Gaia Rising, 'Monika of the Cosmos' is a local Holistic Healer offering a large range of services, huge love and a beautiful heart.
"The Quality Of Life Is About The Time You Invest In Yourself"
Gaia: Hi Monika! Tell us a bit about yourself. Background, upbringing, interests….
Monika: I was born in Vancouver and grew up in the East Kootenays of BC in Kimberley. I have 3 adult children and have spent the last 15 years in the West Kootenay areas of New Denver, Nelson and Rossland. Mostly grounding now in the mountains of Rossland the last 8 years. I grew up in a household of loving parents and 1 older brother. My interests in holistic healing dates back to a young girl, with fond memories of wild berry and flower picking and wild crafting plants into medicines with my mother. My favorite times were camping by rivers up in the mountains, far from civilization. I have studied herbology and used applied plant medicine, wild crafted, grown, and created herbal teas, and tinctures for myself, family, friends and colleagues for over 25 years. I have worked in horticulture, business and healthcare for a combination of over 30 years. My most recent passions and experience over the last few years are in Crystal healing, Reiki, Indian Head and Foot massage, Crystal wand & rollers face massage, meditation, acupressure, aura cleansing and chakra balance. I love to spend time with my 3 children and cat in my zen space at home or out in nature in the forests hiking, skiing or on the water kayaking. All things green, and gardening are my passion and collecting and working with mother earths gems and crystals. My soul soars when I connect with women in circle and celebrate magickal ways of our ancestors. I believe that all life flows through us and to us from a divine universal energy source.
Gaia: Where did your spiritual journey start?
Monika: My spiritual journey started when I attended a women’s circle in my teens about 17 years old. Curious to learn more about sacred medicine and ceremony, I was introduced to a medicine woman and attended a sweat lodge, created medicine wheels, and then became a solitary practicing green witch/shaman. There was a time that I lived in communal spiritual house where I learned more about soulful minded healthy clean living and vegetarian cooking.
Gaia: What guided you to become a healing practitioner?
Monika: After a devastating divorce and surviving trauma and the effects of that in my family, my own healing journey guided me to study and becoming a healing practitioner.
Gaia: You have such a large repertoire of skills! What discipline did you start with in your healing practice?
Monika: The very first healing method I started with was Herbology and candlemagick in my teens and early twenties.
Gaia: Is there a healing service that you offer that you prefer more than others? Or that resonates with you in ways that some of your other services do not?
Monika: I love to combine loving touch, energy work and gather in sacred circle with women. I am especially drawn to work with crystals, herbs, and sound to incorporate them into my sessions. One of my favorites is the Rose Quartz Facial Massage that include heart chakra balancing and ear reflexology. I use a combination of rose oil, raw and polished rose quartz while bringing in the universal energies of the divine source to bring in love frequency. My most booked service is the Ayurveda Foot and Head Massage, where I apply ancient massage practices that are centuries old from India, where the Ayurvedic "Art of Life" book of techniques was written. Such a beautiful practice that I truly feel connected and am blessed to be a portal through and from.
Gaia: What are a few herbs you love to work with and why? What are your favorite crystals to work with lately? Are there any archetypes or expressions of divinity you are connected to lately and why?
Monika: Herbs I like to work with lately are fresh or dried snippets of cooking and medicinal herbs that I can add to soups or teas, such as thyme, oregano, chives, mint, and raspberry leaves. Lavender and Rose are always a go to that I have abundance of around for aromatherapy, elixirs, and smudging. One of my favorites that do not grow here is Lemongrass, that I used to pick in bunches and put in hot water for tea or let it cool for iced tea when I travelled to Ecuador it grew wild! Crystals of preference lately is Hematite for grounding and protection, as well as I love my Dendritic Agate or as some call it Merlinite. I have a ring of this shaped like teardrop. There is a sense of great balance, magick and peace when I wear this gemstone. An old calling to Morgana or Morgan le Fay of Avalon has been with me for as long as I can remember. She is both a powerful sorceress and priestess of Avalon, Queen of the fairies and has a dark mystical side to her as well that is so entrancing and intoxicating. I feel called to her homeland in Avalon. Aphrodite, Greek goddess that emerges from the seas of beauty and love is also a strong caller and I feel she has messages and connection with me, when I am near water I can hear her song.
Gaia: What do you feel you offer as a healer? Personally, not services.
Monika: I can offer personally as a healer, what the receiver is ready to allow in. Energy and healing must come from a willing participant to do their own work. I am an open portal for my own healing, but I also know that energy is sourced from within and I can allow myself to be a portal of this healing from the divine source and pass it through. With each healing, I am also being healed.
Gaia: What is your vision for Earth & humanity?
Monika: My vision for the Earth and humanity is that more of us walk on earth with compassion and reverence to take care of our earth mother and each other. To not be judgemental and learn to forgive with ease, so we live more wholly and completely with more happiness and peace.
Gaia: Are there any spiritual philosophies, beliefs or paths you are drawn to that you would like to learn more about?
Monika: I am drawn to goddess study, wiccan, the green and white witch path, priestess magick and also shamanism. Ayurveda roots and Avalonian mysteries are deep within my soul, but I like to think of myself as a Mystic Holistic Healer & Eclectic Priestess/Witch. Trying to step into my power!
Gaia: How do you think you have grown as a person in the last year?
Monika: The last year has been a rollercoaster of major events, and I have grown more calm and accepting of change. I have learned that you cannot heal others not willing to heal themselves. I have stepped back from too many obligations and learning more to trust in the ebb and flow.
Gaia: What is one thing you would like to grow about yourself in 2022?
Monika: In 2022, I would like to come out more of the broom closet, not be afraid to show my gifts and get grounded. I have been floating around up the cosmos awhile now, and would like to bring all that golden sparkly energy down from the stars and ascend to mother earth and call her home.
Gaia: What is your sun sign and do you feel you relate to it? If you know what your moon and ascendant signs are, do you feel like they reflect in your personality?
Monika: I am a sun sign in Taurus, ascendant Virgo and moon sign in Pisces. I can relate to my stubborn, hard working, organized self that loves to be surrounded by beauty. My emotional self loves to gaze into the moon and being near water is important to me. I now live by a creek, and a forest, so am feeling more balanced. I need to have nature close by and my personality is also very bull headed. I like to work towards, and know I can achieve with bullheadedness my dreams.
Gaia: Tell us about more about the readings you offer and other products or services you offer?
Monika: I offer Oracle card reads, along with an upper chakra meditation journey. During this session I bring in the energies of Amethyst and Lavender to help recall dreams and messages. Another offering is the Aura Cleanse and Chakra Balance, with the use of selenite, a natural high vibration crystal, we can clear stuck energy and external thoughts. I use crystal pendulums to assess the chakras for imbalances and then gently lay gemstones on the 7 main chakra points to help align the chakras, gain more balance and centerness. Crystal balls on the foot for grounding
Gaia: Where can we find more information about accessing your products and services?
Monika: For more information visit my website https://crystal-garden.ca/ or book an in person session at the Madhu Wellness Collective in Rossland at this link below or visit madhucollective.ca https://madhucollective.janeapp.com/#/staff_member/28 I also sell the Ayurvedic Hair Serum Oil I use during the Indian Head Massage. Email: info@crystal-garden.ca Mobile: 250-231-2174
Gaia: And finally, what would be in your shopping bag at Gaia Rising?
Monika: I love to shop for crystals, ritual candles, incense, smudge, aroma sprays, books, tarot and oracle cards, jewellery, bells, bowls, and décor at Gaia Rising! LOVE YOU AND YOUR STORE!
Interview with Terra author of Soul Path oracle deck
"If you are lost, you will be given direction. If you are seeking answers, you will receive guidance. You will see that you can trust your inner knowing, and you will be invited to tap into your intuitive gifts and magic. Through these insights, you will experience the truth of your soul. The Soul Path oracle deck was created for seekers, wanderers, storytellers, mystics, outcasts, and rebels — and the shy, serious, and curious. This deck was created for YOU!"
Terra first came into our attention when we started carrying her oracle deck, but since we started following her and learning more about Terra she offers so much more than her Soul Path oracle!
Terra is a Spiritual Advisor, Mentor, Best Selling Author, and Creatrix of the indie deck Soul Path Oracle, offering insight & inspiration for the soul’s journey.
"She assists people in aligning with their Soul’s purpose and potential for this life, encouraging clients to go within to discover the truth of who they are and tap into their personal power through a spiritual connection. Terra’s counselling skills paired with intuitive abilities offers a Psychospiritual approach to self-discovery and transformation."
We had the pleasure of chatting with Terra about her oracle deck, but also about her spiritual path and her offerings!
Gaia: Terra, tell us about yourself.
Terra: I have been intuitive since I was a child, however it was not something I always understood. One thing that has been a constant in my life is the strong desire I have to help others; I previously worked in social services for 7 years; primarily with high-risk youth, marketing & public relations within the music industry, and customer service at event venues. My own healing journey rekindled my love and passion for helping people in a soul-nourishing way and lead me back home to myself in my heart and the metaphysical world.
I love to dance! Movement feels liberating and an expression from the soul. I was an alternative performance artist and I am really looking forward to getting back into other avenues of performance art to have that form of artistic expression again!
Gaia: We were first introduced to you by carrying your Soul Path Oracle deck here at Gaia. What made you decide to create a deck of your own?
Terra: Tarot was my first love, I was very fascinated with the occult as a young child and explored pagan principles in elementary school…now when I think about it, it feels funny and strange to me what books were available in the library and that I had access to in an elementary school. The Internet was not really a thing back then.
Junior high is when I first started falling in love with tarot and throughout the years worked with many divination tools. Creating Soul Path Oracle was a dream come true! It is another way to support people in accessing their inner wisdom and trusting their intuition. That is why I created it.
Gaia: Why did you choose the name ‘Soul Path’ for your oracle cards?
Terra: To be quite honest the name is not something I spent a lot of time thinking about or choosing. The deck chose it’s name and there was no other name for it, it just was. Soul Path Oracle was created to be a faithful companion to the curious heart and offer support for soul’s journey.
Gaia: What were the main sources of inspiration for the themes are your deck? Are there any specific spiritual belief systems or philosophies that deck is influenced by the most?
Terra: There are many spiritual practices and ideologies that I resonate with and have inspired this deck and I would say the love and honour for the Earth, the cosmos and the universal energies of creation flow through this deck. The deck is separated into four different categories: Pathways, Spirit, Journey, and Energy. Pathways is based on the directions found in many Native American traditions, as well as alternate planes of existence. Spirit is associated with archetypal themes and spiritual allies to help you step into your personal sovereignty and feel empowered. Journey reminds us that it’s not about the destination; it’s about the journey and is intended to guide you through life’s transitions. Energy includes the seven main chakras and four additional energetic vortices. When you become familiar with the chakra system and how it functions, you have a map to see how you are functioning internally and how in turn that affects your external world.
Gaia: Can you tell us more about Heather Brewster who illustrated your deck? How did you meet? How did you know she was the right one for the job?
Terra: I am so grateful to know Heather! Sometimes I honestly wonder if she a real person, or an angel in disguise. She is so sweet, kind, caring and any project I have ever worked with her on we have been so in tune and she can bring my dream or vision into an impactful representation!
I believe I found her work through another oracle deck and hired her to do some projects for my courses and when the deck was being created and I was starting to ponder who the artist would be, I knew it was Heather. When you know, you know. This deck is not just “my” deck. She is a HUGE part of it and I celebrate her and am grateful for her and this co-creation.
Gaia: Which card do you resonate most with in your deck?
Terra: That is a hard one, however I would have to say from an image perspective it would be Crossroads; that was one of the very first cards Heather designed and has always held a special place in my heart and for the messages. The Record Keepers for the activation because it guides you into your Akashic Records. There are so many amazing ones and are all powerful in their own way.
Gaia: I was reading on your website bio that not only are you a creator of this oracle deck but offer other services as an Intuitive Guide. Can you tell us a little bit more about what you offer?
Terra: My business has evolved so much over the past year and I am providing more high-level support through 1:1 mentorship. I have also added a year long group mentorship program for women who are looking for deeper levels of heart-based living and unapologetic authentic expression.
Gaia: What is entailed in your Akashic Record Training program?
Terra: I have two different levels of Akashic Records training. The first course Soul Guided is focused on you and your own healing journey. You will learn how to access your own personal Akashic Records to bring about growth and transformation in current life situations, past life healing and empowerment as well as becoming a master creator in the Akashic Field.
The second course Soul Guide, is where you will learn how to access the Akashic Records for others, for personal and professional purposes. You will be given techniques to help support others on their healing journeys, have group dyad practices and become a certified Soul Guide Akashic Records Practitioner.
Gaia: Besides literal services, what do you think you offer as a healing practitioner to people you are assisting on their healing journey?
Terra: I believe I offer clients hope, for what is possible, and encouragement along the way. I am also quite active on social media (primarily Instagram) and like to use that platform to share insight and inspiration and to provide resources to clients and the community there. I also have a monthly newsletter that provides resources for self-reflection.
Gaia: What is your mission on Earth?
Terra: My mission here on Earth is to inspire and encourage others to remember who they are beyond time and space, by making the journey back home to the heart. The path of the heart will reawaken you to the truth of your divinity and your existence here as that expression & embodiment of the divine.
Gaia: What have you learned about yourself by working with others on their healing?
Terra: Life can bring so many ups and downs, however there is an innate drive to push through and survive and I feel honoured to witness the transformation that can take place when working with others and have been shown that anything is possible and discovered my biggest passion is to empower others to become their own healer.
Gaia: What is your sun sign and do you feel you relate to it? If you know what your moon and ascendant signs are, do you feel like they reflect in your personality?
Terra: I have an Aquarius sun & moon and Virgo rising! I would say yes, yes and yes! I must admit sometimes my Virgo traits get on my nerves, but it is a nice balance to have with the double Aquarius.
Gaia: Tell us about more about the readings you offer and other products or services you offer?
Terra: I offer Akashic Records Readings, 12 month forecast tarot readings and Beyond Quantum Healing Hypnosis session. I provide sound healing sessions and group sound alchemy ceremonies using planetary gongs, crystal singing bowls and other sacred sound healing instruments, I also have an online community and monthly subscription called Soul Path Power, where we meet 4 times a month and do Full Moon and New Moon ceremonies, group readings and guided journeys.
Gaia: Where can we find more information about accessing your products and services?
Terra: You can find more information about myself and my services and products on my website. www.heart2heartjourney.com
Gaia: Are there any other personal spiritual practices you have? Do you mind sharing about them?
Terra: My spiritual practice is deeply rooted in the path of the heart and entering into heart coherence. Sound healing, meditation and heart activations are my go-to!
Gaia: Are there any spiritual philosophies, beliefs or paths you are drawn to that you would like to learn more about?
Terra: I am a stargazing dreamer and seeking to uncover the mysteries of the universe. I am intrigued by anything that has to do with our galactic history and comic connections.
Gaia: How do you think you have grown as a person in the last year?
Terra: I have learned my limitations, boundaries and what is truly important to me.
Gaia: What is one thing you would like to grow about yourself in 2022?
Terra: In 2022 I am devoting more time for myself to rest, be still and receive.
Gaia: What would be in your shopping bag at Gaia Rising?
Terra: Candles, incense & gemstone jewelry! Maybe a deck or two…I love oracle and tarot cards lol
Meet Melanie Berndt...
My passion is to guide and support Women on her path of self discovery; to be witness as she explores all aspects of her Sovereign Nature and, to hold sacred space as she heals- transmuting her pain and suffering into gold (her greatest medicines and gifts); while respecting and honouring her personal journey and timing.
My name is Melanie Berndt....
I have lived, transformed, and been many versions of Melanie in this life.
I offer:
Shamanic + Energy Healing
Spiritual + Cosmic counsel
teaching and facilitating ceremonies that honor and celebrate the Sacred Feminine and the Blood (womb) Mysteries.
I want to share with others, what I have experienced for myself as truly and utterly transformational.
I spent 35 years of my life pretending to always be living in the light, Being for others, the lighthouse they needed when they lost their way, or their light went out; while keeping my own needs and tending of wounds undercover, hidden in the shadows.
one of the greatest teachings I earned in the beginnings of my spiritual journey was that living only in the light was not only inauthentic and fraudulent; it involved much more effort with a lot less gain than meeting my darkness, living there, and embracing it with love and compassion. Understanding and honouring that I cannot carry one without the other.
Over the past 20 years, I have consciously explored and incorporated various ways to access, acknowledge, and embrace the totality of who I am. Though many years of exploring various alternatives healing modalities has healed aspects of these traumas, my most profound healing and evolution occurred while in training of Shamanism with my mentor and teacher, Pete Bernard of the 8th fire.
As I began to explore different realms of consciousness, I learned how to access and heal the deeply engrained core issues and wounds stored in my being.
I began to remember my wild essence, my untamed spirit, and my interdependent relationship to our Great Mother, Earth; To be witness and experience Her changing seasons within my own being; to feel the ebb and flow of my own internal waters in sync with the phases of Grandmother Moon; and to fully understand and know with deep reverence,
I am connected to All that is.
I too, am part of the One.
My desire is to support and guide others as they journey into this realm, where the potential for deep healing happens. This place where who we are told to be overrides and rules over who we truly know ourselves to be; where our pain, issues and wounds take precedence over our dreams and desires; and where our greatest teachings and wisdom reward us with the gifts of reclamation and the remembering our essence.
4 years ago I felt a deep, soul-full longing to explore and heal wounds associated with my birth, my relationship with my mother, my womb and the inner sacred feminine.
I answered this call.
I, like the moon, had phased through much light and darkness ~ Shame and self loathing (not in Las Vegas 
), emanating the archetype of the sacred prostitute, feeling stuck and blocked in my creative potential; and enduring the extreme physical pains of unresolved trauma and emotional wounds through my monthly menses.
On this Shamanic path, I healed and transformed my deepest wounds. I awakened to the innate wisdom, ancestral teachings and creative potential of my Womb; alighting my flame of passion for sharing the sacredness and healing powers of the Sacred Feminine and Womb Mysteries.
I support and invite each woman to remember, reclaim, honour, celebrate and embody the beauty, power, potent healing, and medicines she carries as she journeys and transitions through her seasons and cycles of womanhood. (maiden. Mother. Queen, Crone)
For more information about who I am and what I offer connect with me via Instagram: @revelationsofaraspberrygirl and/ or contact me through link tree:
Interview with Amber of Delicate Realms
ARIES SUN
TAURUS MOON
LEO RISING
ENNEAGRAM 4W5
INFJ
Art has always been my number one mistress, for the simple fact that making SOMETHING out of NOTHING gives me more joy than I have words for. Beauty is literal sustenance for me, as crucial to my survival as food and water (helloooo, taurus moon).
Sharing intimate moments with fellow tender-hearted humans keeps me optimistic in our turbulent world, which is why I LOVE pouring my soul into collaborations in the form of tarot readings, dreamy analogue photoshoots, and ~ coming soon! ~ handpoked tattoos.
Finally, nothing turns me on quite like cosmic inquiry, personality psychology, and esoteric spiritual practises— forever on a quest to know my Self, as an embodiment of divinity with infinite prisms."
We have the absolute pleasure of carrying some of Amber's beautiful creations at Gaia!
Gaia: Amber!!!! So excited to be chatting with you.Tell us a bit about yourself. Background, upbringing, interests….
Amber: I was raised in Kamloops BC, and had a really lovely childhood surrounded by fostered animals, four brothers, and a powerful single mom who took care of all of us. I was a very creative child, and showed a lot of the same interests that are now the focus of my life. From the earliest age I remember wanting to be an artist when I grew up, and I was always interested in magical subjects, sprawling out on the floor looking at pictures in the esoteric tomes on my mom’s bookshelf– books about psychic phenomena and witchcraft, fairytales and other fantastical subjects. I loved playing classical piano, singing and playing acoustic guitar in music recitals. As a preteen I would play ‘photoshoot’ with friends, emulating fashion editorial pictures, thinking of how we could stage creative scenes in our backyards and bedrooms. I was definitely interested in beauty, the arts, and the mystery of life even then– it’s funny how we intuitively gravitate towards our soul's callings as children.
When I was 19 I moved to Vancouver, craving a big city experience, and started studying at Emily Carr University of Art and Design where I graduated with a BFA in photography. I became enthralled with film in my second year of study, and pursued the analogue medium through to the end of my degree. Most of my photographic work was about the reclamation of the feminine, and exploring different archetypes of womanhood through cinematic inspired images. I really believed (and still do) that beauty and softness and sensuality have a place in feminist work, which ran counter to the literature I was reading at the time.
About five years ago I moved to Victoria, and that’s where I’m living now!
Sharing a charming two-bedroom garden suite with my partner Clark and our cat Malik. For the past year and a half I’ve been building a small business/brand that combines all of my creative pursuits into one eclectic container known as Delicate Realms. It includes my artistic practice, making and selling artwork and creations in markets and shops across BC, my analogue photography services, and tarot readings that I offer to the community. When the pandemic hit I realized that I couldn't keep working for other people and pushing my dreams to the back-burner. Like I said, I’ve always wanted to be a career artist– unfortunately, between toxic relationships and needing to pay bills, there were a few years where I just didn’t believe in my ability to make that dream come true. Now I’m working harder than ever to make it happen! Delicate Realms is an extension of me, and the freedom and joy that I feel getting to ‘do me’ for a living is immense.
'And then the moon' collage card by Amber (We stock this card).
Gaia: What are some of your first memories of creating art?
Amber: I’ll share a vulnerable memory of creating art, because vulnerability is one of my core values and I believe we all need to start sharing the more tender, uncomfortable aspects of ourselves.
I remember being in daycare, so maybe age 8 or 9, and a few of us were seated around a table drawing. I didn’t know what to draw, so I looked over and copied the artwork of the girl beside me. It was an ocean scene with fish and flowing seaweed. She called me out for copying her, and I felt so embarrassed and ashamed! For not being able to come up with my own unique drawing at that moment. I think the wisdom/lesson in this story is profound, and still so relevant for me. Often I fall into a trap of not trusting my creative voice, or not believing I have anything ‘original’ to say. I think a lot of artists feel this way, and it’s a journey everyday to open up to my inner vision and trust it without judgment or comparison. Especially in the days of social media, where it can feel like everything has been said, and not only that, but that everyone is saying it better than we could! We have to start trusting ourselves and sharing our unique stories. I have a long way to go, but I’m committed to the process.
Gaia: What kinds of mediums do you like to work with?
Amber: As a mixed-media artist I’m voraciously curious, constantly exploring new mediums that call out to me. One of my main artistic pursuits is film photography, for the eternal love of polaroid and 35mm alchemy. I also love to draw and paint, although I would really like to work on my painting skills as they aren’t quite up to snuff. Analog collages make me super happy– I love the process of rearranging materials on a page until I get the goldilocks feeling. Beading is very meditative, and making daisy chains brings me a lot of joy. I’ve recently begun exploring block printing, and I’m already head over heels for this medium. Carving images into linoleum is very satisfying, and the end results always delight. I have exciting plans to work with up-cycled vintage fabrics, and have a few tote bag designs on the go currently. Two mediums that I’m DYING to explore are ceramics and tattooing. I always wanted to make pottery in school and never got the chance, so I’ll probably take classes at the local community center when I have more time in my schedule. Tattooing is something I’ve wanted to get into for a long time too, specifically hand poking as I feel called to the gentleness and tradition of that method. Tattoos have completely changed my relationship to my body, and have helped me see myself as a work of art and a vessel to be cherished. I would love to be able to offer that medicine to others.
'Self Portrait' by Amber, Delicate Realms
Gaia: What inspires your art?
Amber: Oh man, the well of inspiration runs deep! I’m drawn to the naive playfulness of folk art, the floral patterns and repetition of whimsical motifs, the disregard for realism. Counterculture and the 60’s flower child movement influences my life in general, psychedelia but in a way that isn’t so in your face. Fairytales and folklore, magical animals and mysterious entities. Women are a huge inspiration in my life and in my art-- the powerful nature of a woman, her creative power and connection to the moon and the earth. Outer space and starry skies are always in the back of my mind– wildflowers too. Wicca was the first spiritual realm I ever sought out/encountered as a young woman, so the reverence and worship of nature is probably the most consistent inspiration that weaves through all of my creations.
Gaia: What is one of your favourite pieces of art you created and why?
Amber: One of my favorite pieces of art is a mixed-media collage I made in the spring of last year– I actually consider the moment of its creation to be the birth of Delicate Realms. The piece is called ‘Moth Mother’, and the reason I love it so is because it is a near perfect representation of what lights my creative fire. A goddess and a magick moth, starry skies and folksy florals, a symmetrical yet imperfect placement of dried flowers I foraged in the garden. It was created in an evening of pure play and exploration, and led to an ‘aha’ moment of feeling the culmination of my inspirations come together in a piece of art that felt like me and my inner world. I want all the art I make to evoke this feeling!
'Moth Mother' Collage Card by Amber, Delicate Realms (We stock this card).
Gaia: How did you get into reading tarot?
Amber: I started dabbling in tarot maybe five years ago, pulling a card a day and reading its meaning in books, solely working on memorizing the cards. When covid hit and I got laid off from my job as a metaphysical shop manager, I finally had the time to devote myself to both art and spiritual exploration. I started studying tarot and the qabalah everyday, gobbling up as much information as I could about the esoteric meanings of the cards, their magickal correspondences and correlations to astrology and the qabalistic Tree of Life. I’ve really dedicated myself to the discipline of tarot for the past two years, reading for myself and friends, and about 6 months ago I began offering readings to the community. It’s completely enriched my experience of the cards, and I feel like I’m really able to help people with this medium which is unbelievably rewarding.
Amber reading tarot
Gaia: What decks do you like to work with?
Amber: My go-to deck for readings is the Centennial Edition of the Rider-Waite-Smith, for a few reasons. One, the images that Pamela Colman Smith created are so richly layered with symbolism, and have ample opportunity for interpretation and intuitive resonance. Two, it was the first deck I was ever drawn to as a small child, and it speaks to my subconscious in a way that other decks don’t. Three, Smith was an incredible artist and clairvoyant, and I love connecting to the spirit of this amazing woman every time I pull a card! The centennial edition is specifically my favorite, because it is her original design with hand-drawn lettering and the muted colors that she herself preferred.
My second favorite deck is probably the Aquarian Tarot by David Palladini, simply because the artwork is gorgeous and I feel like if you don’t have an emotional response to the visuals of the cards, it is probably not a good deck to use!
Gaia: What are some tarot decks you know of that you would like to try working with?
Amber: I’m looking forward to working with the Enchanted Tarot (1990 edition), a recent birthday gift from my partner, as I really admire the artwork and writings of the couple who created it (Monte Farber and Amy Zerner). I’ve heard lovely things about the Motherpeace tarot, and while I don’t read with the Thoth tarot, I do get a lot of value out of Aleister Crowley's occult teachings, and I believe there's an amazing amount of depth that can be accessed through working with that deck.
Gaia: Do you believe that buying your own tarot deck is ‘bad luck’ and that they have to be gifted?
Amber: Absolutely not! This might be my Aries Sun talking, but if I want something, I go out and get it for myself and I encourage you to do the same. If you wait to be gifted a deck, you might be waiting forever, and the tarot is too beautiful to miss out on just because of superstition!
Gaia: Do you ever think about designing your own tarot deck?
Amber: Oh 100%! I have biggg dreams for future decks, lots of ideas bouncing around my brain for both tarot and untraditional oracle decks. The thing is that I would want to do every card justice as far as capturing the complex layers of meaning and symbolism. So it won’t be a project I approach lightly, and I’m waiting for the right moment in my life to be able to sink into that work with 100% of my energy available for it. Also, I feel like I’m still exploring my voice in the realm of visual arts, and I’ll want to be more confident and clear in the expression of vision when the time comes. But definitely keep your eyes peeled for Delicate Realms decks in the future. ;)
Gaia: Are there any other personal spiritual practices you have? Do you mind sharing about them?
Amber: My spiritual practices really vary depending on where I’m at in my life, ebbing and flowing in phases as I age. In my mid-twenties I was diligent about observing every full moon, going out in nature where I could moon gaze until I felt my consciousness shift. That practice has fallen away over the past couple years, but I do still track the moons with my handmade lunar calendars, and carve out moments of time on new and full moons to do some introspective journaling and visioning. I’ll do occasional pentagram rituals if I feel like I need to banish unwanted energy. I’ve always kept altars in every apartment I’ve ever lived in– nothing fancy, just intentionally decorated surfaces to lay foraged flowers or rocks or tarot cards; whatever magical objects happen to be speaking to me at the time. Because Wicca was my first foray into spirituality at a young age, it definitely infuses itself into most of my practices. There is always an awareness of the aliveness of our universe, the existence of divinity in every living thing, and it feels like that’s only becoming more ingrained in my being as I age. Sometimes the smallest actions can bring about this feeling, like when I’m foraging flowers to press in books, or meditating on an image in my mind of an animal or plant or cosmic phenomena, most likely to be translated later into artwork. And of course reading tarot for myself is a consistent practice, always in awe of the sense of presence it brings, and opportunity for reflection that it offers.
Moon phase calendar by Amber, Delicate Realms (Seasonally stocked)
Gaia: Are there any spiritual philosophies, beliefs or paths you are drawn to that you would like to learn more about?
Amber: There are so many beautiful spiritual practices that intrigue me, it’s hard to find the time to learn about them all! I’ve been self-studying qabalah for a couple years now, after being mesmerized by an image of the Tree of Life and learning about its correlation with the tarot. It’s a deep and fascinating realm that one could really lose themselves in, as the system has many layers of complexity. If you’re unfamiliar with the term ‘qabalah’, I'm referring to the syncretic system of spirituality that combines astrology, tarot, and ceremonial magick within the framework of Jewish mysticism. Occultism is one of my favorite things to learn, talk, and think about, and I’m keen to devote a good chunk of my life to diving deep into these subjects. I really admire Buddhism from a distance, although I’m honestly too hedonistic for it. I do resonate with a lot of the teachings though, and get a lot of value out of reflecting on impermanence, meditating, and connecting to my body and breath through yoga.
Gaia: How do you think you have grown as a person in the last year?
Amber: I think the biggest growth this past year has come from putting myself out there more in social settings and in the community in general. I’m quite introverted and it’s easy and natural for me to stay small and cozy in my hermitude, but in dedicating myself to Delicate Realms I’ve realized how important it is to make connections and be a part of the place you live in. The experiences of vending in markets, joining a book club, and giving tarot readings out of local shops have all really enriched my life this past year. Forcing myself out of the comfort zone continuously teaches me that we are all so much more capable than we think we are, and that any fear can be overcome. Conquering fear in general is an overarching mission in my life, from cold water exposure to psychedelic journeys to singing in front of strangers. If I’m afraid of something I’ll probably force myself to do it at some point.
Gaia: What is one thing you would like to grow about yourself in 2022?
Amber: I am actively working on my relationship to money and money management. It’s something I’ve shied away from my whole life, because of the discomfort it brings up in me, and because I haven’t wanted to admit just how ignorant I am around the topic. But leaning into my path as an entrepreneur and taking myself seriously as a small business owner is forcing me to grow in this realm, and I’m here for it! I’m also growing my relationship to wellness and cultivating healthier routines for my body. Commiting to a few months of regular practice at an ashtanga yoga studio, acknowledging and healing an addiction to sugar, exploring breathwork and vagus nerve stimulation– just to name a few!
Gaia: What is your sun sign and do you feel you relate to it? If you know what your moon and ascendant signs are, do you feel like they reflect in your personality?
Amber: I’m an Aries Sun, Taurus Moon, and Leo Rising. I definitely relate to my sun, although I feel most connected to my moon and its placement in my 10th house. The Aries in my ninth house comes through in my thirst for exploration, drive and ambition for setting goals and starting projects, my headstrong attitude and sass, and sometimes a reckless rejection of practicality and risk in the decisions I make in life. The taurus moon reflects my deep need for everything to be beautiful and grounded, my penchant for creating cozy homes for myself and my partner, and also depicts my aptitude for an artistic lifestyle. It just feels like a very nourishing placement to me, and also makes me feel like I’m on the right track as far as life paths go. The leo rising is hard for me to speak to as it conjuncts my chiron and is therefore a little sensitive, but I think one might say that it comes through in the warmth in which I greet and relate to people, in my desire for harmonious interactions and displays of creativity, and maybe even in my appearance– I have long thick hair and bold brows which I’ve been told is a leo rising giveaway.
Gaia: Tell us about more about the readings you offer and other products or services you offer?
Amber: I currently offer tarot readings in the Victoria community, and online for folks living in different areas. My approach to reading is focused on helping folks find opportunities for growth and healing in challenging situations, and inspiring a journey of self-awareness and reflection within them. I also offer analogue photography services to womxn and brands seeking untraditional images of themselves or their products, with a focus on dreamy moods, storytelling, and raw ephemeral beauty. Lastly, I am constantly creating new things for wild, free-spirited souls! Art prints, pagan calendars, jewelry, tote bags— wherever the inspiration is flowing, that’s where I’m going. You’ll find me vending in markets on the island, and you can also find my creations in shops across BC, and on my website of course.
Daisy Chain choker by Amber, Delicate Realms (We stock these)
**You could win this choker! Email us back by May 7th, 12:00am to entered to win a Sunflower Soul choker!**
Gaia: Where can we find more information about accessing your products and services?
Amber: Everything you need to know about me and my offerings you’ll find on my website www.delicaterealms.com, and my Instagram @delicate_realms!
Gaia: What would be in your shopping bag at Gaia Rising?
Amber: Books on wicca and herbalism, black kyanite, silver jewelry with carnelian and amber, large specimens of tourmaline and quartz, beeswax tapers, a set of runes (I’ve been wanting to learn!), and hand-made soap.
Kari Johansen's Gaia Update: Empath focused content
Kari Johansen's Bi-Weekly Gaia Update
I’d like to offer a series of supportive, perspective broadening & ideally, guiding, contributions for you through Gaia’s newsletter. This series, focusing on Empaths, the ‘Empath’ in all of us, Healing & Growth, will unfold with each entry…
From personal experience, being an Empath kinda… sucks! Oddly, I wouldn’t trade it for anything though.
When I was a kid, I was called "sensitive" a lot, it was always said with a negative tone. Funny enough, they head no clue just how sensitive I was. I could see and feel things others couldn't, that was clear to me at a very young age.
Based on the lack of interest or sympathy for my “sensitive” nature, I learned that sharing my perspective didn’t help my sense of belonging. For e.g. when I tried to tell my mom about seeing, hearing, feeling ‘stuff’ in my room at night, she barked back, "what are you telling me! You're crazy!?"
I was ten. That was enough for my abilities to ‘shut off’ for several years, it was strange how they seemed to do so on their own. I took this as push to change, so I did my best to ignore my abilities if or when they showed up.
I was just a kid, I know now that ignorance was a form of lying to myself. I betrayed myself, in order to be who society & the people around me expected me to be.
Betraying your Self is the worst kind of betrayal.
My abilities began to sneak back in by my late teens. First shown to me through synchronicities, then dreaming the future in astonishing detail. The door finally re-opened with full acceptance & curiosity when I began studying Conscious Dreaming at 18. The point of no return was the day I was shown the book “Messages in Water” [Dr. Emoto, 1999]. The images spoke to me an undeniable Truth that, yes, I could feel, but what was more was the relief! Someone was proving (at least to me) that everything else I felt was not only okay, but worth acknowledging.
Like all Empaths, I’ve been one my whole life. What matters most is when we begin to acknowledge and honor our unique abilities. My first Empathic experience in this life was as a baby. It was an emotional trauma I carried with me until I was in my late thirties. This is an example as to why Spiritual & Energetic Healing is an important part of an Empath’s Well-being, AND why we need to learn (once able) how to protect ourselves Energetically, both inside and out. But one cannot do either without first, fully acknowledging & accepting their true nature.
… In what I’ve briefly shared here there are 3 Emotional traumas (with my mom, myself, as a baby) – and I wasn’t aiming to write about them! (These have nothing on the more significant trauma’s I went through, nor are they to be compared to your own or what others have endured). My point is this; for the Empath in all of us, Emotional trauma is common and it’s a given. We’re taught to dismiss them, “grow thicker skin”, “get over it”, etc. But Emotional trauma is the most common root of illness. As one teacher of my teachers and mentor says, “illness takes root in our emotional blind spot”. That blind spot occurs when we ignore, band-aid, or ‘self-medicate’ an Emotion that was not honored in the moment – be that moment last week, 10 years ago, as an infant, or, in a past life. Problems can arise in some of the simplest ways, for example; A parent lies to as child, the child feels the lie, senses the truths in the situation, has responding Emotions to both the truths and the lie, neither of which the child is ‘allowed’ to honor… This (very simplified example) seeds resentment or a lack of self-trust, or both. Over years becoming stronger to shape parts of character, like anger, anxiety, and inability to Trust others. Unaddressed, physical illnesses manifest, like allergies, arthritis, compulsive disorders.
I often say, life is a continual process of Healing & Growth and that Healing & Growth go hand-in-hand. These points are even more applicable to Empaths in order to be strong and ideally, Thriving in every way. I learned this by mistake. Starting with my personal journey to heal Physical ailments and chronic issues, then, Mental and Emotional struggles, traumas and PTSD. All were Energetic and Spiritual at the core and inevitably, once one thing is healed there is always another just around the corner.
Healing is a process and Growth is the progress. Healing doesn’t mean there is something “wrong” with you, it means you’re on a path of discovery – willing to Grow… accepting you “don’t know what you don’t know” – even about yourself.
As my education and personal healing path in the Natural Healing Arts has unfolded over the past 24 years, a pattern has emerged. I call it the 7 Stages of Healing & Growth, and I guide many of my clients through them. For this newsletter series, I’d like to take a small journey through the Seven Stages with you. I won’t be able to go into detail in these articles of course, but at a high-level I’ll aim to provide a mechanism for personal transformation, at least in a small way.
Let’s get the ball rolling today with a couple of internal questions… It may be helpful to jot down your answers in a notebook and use the same book as the series unfolds.
Note: this is an exercise of total honesty with Self, and it is for you & only you:
- Ask yourself (without judgement): When have I betrayed myself in a significant way? (i.e. lied to or ignored a part of my true Self)
- What was my positive reason (at that time) for doing this? [e.g. to fit-in, feel loved, feel accepted]
- How has this played a roll in my life? Does it still? … (if not, go back to #1 & search, with curiosity, for something more significant. There IS something. Be 100% honest with yourself)
I look forward to this little journey unfolding over the coming months! And please remember, I’m always here to help. I can be contacted for questions via my website &/or session booking:
My Best To You
Kari
